heavenfang: (embracing death)
Tir McDohl ([personal profile] heavenfang) wrote2009-03-15 08:00 pm

Thirty First Star [Accidental Audio]

...So you won't let me silence you again? I suppose that's what I deserve. You manipulated me from the very beginning to free yourself... and I was weak enough to allow it.

I never ignored you. I know things are rough. The things you and I want are just so different, though. I can't be the host you feel like you are entitled to. When did you get like this? Was it feeding on Ted's grandfather? I refuse to believe you were always this cruel. Of course you aren't. Gremio and Nanami are alive BECAUSE of you.

Life and Death. LIFE and Death. You don't have to just send souls to the beyond, or even feed upon them. Every time a child is born, the power you govern over has a hand in that. That means something to you, doesn't it?

...I'm sorry, but I can't let you keep doing this. I won't allow you to play my emotions anymore. If you won't let me do this myself then...

I will find someone who can.




...And yes, the communicator was on. They will find me soon. I know you wont stop it. You'll want to kill them too. You're still hungry. You're always hungry...

[identity profile] tenkai-soul.livejournal.com 2009-03-16 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
...

I'm sorry, Soul. I've disappointed many people.

[identity profile] nummeh-souls.livejournal.com 2009-03-16 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
...This isn't something I wanted for you. Not for anyone.

[identity profile] nummeh-souls.livejournal.com 2009-03-16 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe... But it's easy to be weak... It's always harder to be as strong as you need to be.

[identity profile] tenkai-soul.livejournal.com 2009-03-16 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
I don't have much time left to do this...

[identity profile] nummeh-souls.livejournal.com 2009-03-16 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
Don't talk about it like it's an ending. That just makes it more depressing than this all already is.

[Deep sigh] If you ever make the same mistake twice... I'm going to clock you, Tir.

[identity profile] nummeh-souls.livejournal.com 2009-03-16 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
Don't try to.