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Seventy Fourth Star
Sep. 1st, 2010 02:45 pm... That was a bit longer than I expected it to be. Number three...
What happened to Riful?
What happened to Riful?
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Sixty Ninth Star
Mar. 2nd, 2010 05:18 pm... So he's really gone...
Wait up for me... old friend. It may yet be awhile... before I see you again.
Gracia, it's time we faced the facts. Gremio is gone, and half the apartment is rubble. We need a new place to live. I'd like to stay here in Latimir if at all possible and help Naja. At least... that's what I want to do. You're not under any obligation to stay with me.
... anyone willing to house two homeless young people here in Latimir? I can work for our food and board if neccesary.
Wait up for me... old friend. It may yet be awhile... before I see you again.
Gracia, it's time we faced the facts. Gremio is gone, and half the apartment is rubble. We need a new place to live. I'd like to stay here in Latimir if at all possible and help Naja. At least... that's what I want to do. You're not under any obligation to stay with me.
... anyone willing to house two homeless young people here in Latimir? I can work for our food and board if neccesary.
Sixty Fourth Star [audio]
Jan. 18th, 2010 08:27 pm... The more I think about it... the more it feels like it was my fault.
Even working on my own, I make these kind of mistakes...
I had left Aang behind to go follow the monster that attacked him... I should have made sure he got to safety, I...
I'm so sorry...
I feel sick...
Even working on my own, I make these kind of mistakes...
I had left Aang behind to go follow the monster that attacked him... I should have made sure he got to safety, I...
I'm so sorry...
I feel sick...
Fifty Ninth Star
Oct. 21st, 2009 11:44 am...
I guess this is how she felt... when I just up and left her. It's a little poetic, isn't it? When I needed her most, she wasn't there. It feels cruel, but... I did the same thing to her. I couldn't except the burden because of my fate. I didn't want to cause her pain or misery. But maybe... maybe I just made things worse. But she seemed happy in spite of it all. Then again, given who she was... maybe she had to.
...
Kazuki... no, nevermind. I can't do that anymore. I can't...
...
I can't pretend I'm happy anymore. I can't pretend that this place isn't getting to me. Gremio's death, Kasumi's disappearance, Kazuki's... It's too much, I...
I'm going to be going. I don't know when I'll be back. I'll take some supplies with me. But I need to get my head back together. Maybe some time away from this place will help... I...
Stay strong, Discedo. Even if I falter...
[[ I'm putting Tir on both an IC and OOC hiatus until I can figure out what the hell I'm going with him anymore. This could last awhile. That being said, there will be very few responses to this post, so if you have something to say, you'd better say it now. ]]
I guess this is how she felt... when I just up and left her. It's a little poetic, isn't it? When I needed her most, she wasn't there. It feels cruel, but... I did the same thing to her. I couldn't except the burden because of my fate. I didn't want to cause her pain or misery. But maybe... maybe I just made things worse. But she seemed happy in spite of it all. Then again, given who she was... maybe she had to.
...
Kazuki... no, nevermind. I can't do that anymore. I can't...
...
I can't pretend I'm happy anymore. I can't pretend that this place isn't getting to me. Gremio's death, Kasumi's disappearance, Kazuki's... It's too much, I...
I'm going to be going. I don't know when I'll be back. I'll take some supplies with me. But I need to get my head back together. Maybe some time away from this place will help... I...
Stay strong, Discedo. Even if I falter...
[[ I'm putting Tir on both an IC and OOC hiatus until I can figure out what the hell I'm going with him anymore. This could last awhile. That being said, there will be very few responses to this post, so if you have something to say, you'd better say it now. ]]
Fifty Eighth Star
Oct. 16th, 2009 02:56 pm... In the end, I wasn't able to accomplish anything. I couldn't even protect him...
Fellow officers... anyone that's still out there... what's our plan of action?
... The apartment feels empty.
Fellow officers... anyone that's still out there... what's our plan of action?
... The apartment feels empty.
Tags:
- a darker fate,
- ambushed,
- brb questioning everything,
- conflict of duty and heart,
- death,
- emoest tenkai ever,
- exhausted tenkai,
- freak out the tenkai,
- gremio,
- has no idea shit is about to go down,
- it doesn't make sense,
- kasumi,
- kazuki,
- overworking oneself runs in the starline,
- police force,
- protector,
- tenkai/tragedy otp,
- this case isn't as closed as it looks
Forty Ninth Star [Voice]
Jul. 16th, 2009 01:54 pmI... I searched everywhere in town I could. From dusk to dawn to even now... Even his frequency...
He's... He's.... Kazuki...
-From that point on, he tries to say "Kazuki Hihara has left the city" in as many languages as he knows, but he just breaks down into tears and the words become jumbled, but it's pretty easy to get an idea of what happened...-
He's... He's.... Kazuki...
-From that point on, he tries to say "Kazuki Hihara has left the city" in as many languages as he knows, but he just breaks down into tears and the words become jumbled, but it's pretty easy to get an idea of what happened...-
Thirty Ninth Star [Voice]
Apr. 27th, 2009 06:05 pmN-no... not that many... it was never that many...
It will stop. I promise it will. The killing will stop. It's gone. Burried in the lake...
STOP COUNTING! STOP, DAMNIT!
I SAID STOP IT!!!
-There is a loud crash as Tir is obviously destroying the walls of his own apartment-
...where's Kazuki. please tell me...
It will stop. I promise it will. The killing will stop. It's gone. Burried in the lake...
STOP COUNTING! STOP, DAMNIT!
I SAID STOP IT!!!
-There is a loud crash as Tir is obviously destroying the walls of his own apartment-
...where's Kazuki. please tell me...
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Thirty Seventh Star
Apr. 20th, 2009 07:42 pmHmm... it was my birthday yesterday. I must have forgotten.
Twenty years old... I hardly look older than 16. I guess it will take some time before I begin physically aging again.
It's been odd, getting back into the thick of things. It seems as if I can easily find places I'm needed again, at least.
Still need that new hand, tough.
Hey, Kazuki, what's for dinner tonight?
Twenty years old... I hardly look older than 16. I guess it will take some time before I begin physically aging again.
It's been odd, getting back into the thick of things. It seems as if I can easily find places I'm needed again, at least.
Still need that new hand, tough.
Hey, Kazuki, what's for dinner tonight?
Thirty First Star [Accidental Audio]
Mar. 15th, 2009 08:00 pm...So you won't let me silence you again? I suppose that's what I deserve. You manipulated me from the very beginning to free yourself... and I was weak enough to allow it.
I never ignored you. I know things are rough. The things you and I want are just so different, though. I can't be the host you feel like you are entitled to. When did you get like this? Was it feeding on Ted's grandfather? I refuse to believe you were always this cruel. Of course you aren't. Gremio and Nanami are alive BECAUSE of you.
Life and Death. LIFE and Death. You don't have to just send souls to the beyond, or even feed upon them. Every time a child is born, the power you govern over has a hand in that. That means something to you, doesn't it?
...I'm sorry, but I can't let you keep doing this. I won't allow you to play my emotions anymore. If you won't let me do this myself then...
I will find someone who can.
...And yes, the communicator was on. They will find me soon. I know you wont stop it. You'll want to kill them too. You're still hungry. You're always hungry...
I never ignored you. I know things are rough. The things you and I want are just so different, though. I can't be the host you feel like you are entitled to. When did you get like this? Was it feeding on Ted's grandfather? I refuse to believe you were always this cruel. Of course you aren't. Gremio and Nanami are alive BECAUSE of you.
Life and Death. LIFE and Death. You don't have to just send souls to the beyond, or even feed upon them. Every time a child is born, the power you govern over has a hand in that. That means something to you, doesn't it?
...I'm sorry, but I can't let you keep doing this. I won't allow you to play my emotions anymore. If you won't let me do this myself then...
I will find someone who can.
...And yes, the communicator was on. They will find me soon. I know you wont stop it. You'll want to kill them too. You're still hungry. You're always hungry...
Thirtieth Star
Mar. 11th, 2009 02:29 pm...As of some time last night, it is apparent that Officer Naoto Shirogane has left Discedo...
I will be taking over her post here at the police office. The care of prisoners Helter Skelter and Yuca Collabell will be my duty from here on until otherwise noted.
[Locked to Self. Possibly hackable]
...She's gone. All that was left were her hat and spectacles. I think I'll leave these to Kazuki when it's all over...
And so it will begin. I'm sorry, Naoto, but at least... at least you won't be here to see it.
[/Locked to Seld]
[Spoken to Helter and Cecil. Obviously you won't hear this if you aren't there with them]
It's time to eat.
I will be taking over her post here at the police office. The care of prisoners Helter Skelter and Yuca Collabell will be my duty from here on until otherwise noted.
[Locked to Self. Possibly hackable]
...She's gone. All that was left were her hat and spectacles. I think I'll leave these to Kazuki when it's all over...
And so it will begin. I'm sorry, Naoto, but at least... at least you won't be here to see it.
[/Locked to Seld]
[Spoken to Helter and Cecil. Obviously you won't hear this if you aren't there with them]
It's time to eat.
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Twenty Eighth Star
Mar. 3rd, 2009 02:27 pm... In all that chaos... I didn't notice that...
Nanami... take care of your brother, okay?
Kazuki, is it alright if Miss Viki stays with us? She's an old friend of mine, one I've served in two wars with. I can vouch for her being a good person. She may seem a bit strange, but... I'd rather keep her close by, if it's all the same to you.
I guess it's back to the old grindstone... Work never seems to end in this place.
[Locked to the Police Force]
I want status on the Sho Minanimoto pursuit. I also should note that Yuca Collabell needs a prosecutor in his case. Do we have any volunteers?
[Locked to Saber]
Lady Saber, I... about what was said... during all of that...
[Locked to Derek Stiles]
I was referred to you by Doctor Victor. I have a favor to ask... that is, of course, if you're willing to hear me out.
Nanami... take care of your brother, okay?
Kazuki, is it alright if Miss Viki stays with us? She's an old friend of mine, one I've served in two wars with. I can vouch for her being a good person. She may seem a bit strange, but... I'd rather keep her close by, if it's all the same to you.
I guess it's back to the old grindstone... Work never seems to end in this place.
[Locked to the Police Force]
I want status on the Sho Minanimoto pursuit. I also should note that Yuca Collabell needs a prosecutor in his case. Do we have any volunteers?
[Locked to Saber]
Lady Saber, I... about what was said... during all of that...
[Locked to Derek Stiles]
I was referred to you by Doctor Victor. I have a favor to ask... that is, of course, if you're willing to hear me out.
Tags:
- a darker fate,
- awkward,
- bromance,
- emoest tenkai ever,
- everyone's smiling faces,
- gone forever,
- kazuki,
- missing home,
- nanami,
- remembering ted,
- remembering the lost,
- soul eater rune,
- tenkai/tragedy otp,
- this case isn't as closed as it looks,
- this is how tir deals with problems,
- zen and the art of fishing
Twenty Second Star [Audio]
Feb. 9th, 2009 12:42 am-Tir is of course not aware that while he was running, his communicator turned on while in his pocket. The sounds are muffled, but a good ear can clearly make out the last parts of Tir and Kazuki's conversation...
There is an excrutiatingly long pause. And the last thing heard before the communicator times out is a loud, broken scream. It isn't of sadness, or even of rage. It simply just... is.-
[[ ooc: Kazuki is now deaded, folks. Tir was just outside the clinic when this happened, so anyone there was likely able to hear the scream in person. The conversation, mind you, was in Japanese. ]]
There is an excrutiatingly long pause. And the last thing heard before the communicator times out is a loud, broken scream. It isn't of sadness, or even of rage. It simply just... is.-
[[ ooc: Kazuki is now deaded, folks. Tir was just outside the clinic when this happened, so anyone there was likely able to hear the scream in person. The conversation, mind you, was in Japanese. ]]
Eighteenth Star
Jan. 11th, 2009 01:26 amAll this talk...about murders and redemption.
Well I've got a reality check...no matter what any person, government, or deity might say...there are no pardons. There is no redeeming a bloodied hand. Once someone has killed, there's no turning back to innocence. It's impossible. Once someone has...murdered...they will never have a clean soul again.
That burden will be carried with them to the end of their days...and for some of them, that end will never come...
Well I've got a reality check...no matter what any person, government, or deity might say...there are no pardons. There is no redeeming a bloodied hand. Once someone has killed, there's no turning back to innocence. It's impossible. Once someone has...murdered...they will never have a clean soul again.
That burden will be carried with them to the end of their days...and for some of them, that end will never come...
Fourteenth Star [Voice; English]
Jan. 1st, 2009 07:40 pmI...I saw him...He was as real as you and me and...and...
NO! IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE! YOU KILLED HIM AND HE'S NEVER COMING BACK! YOU DESTROYED HIM AND EVERYTHING HE STOOD FOR!
Why...why did it have to be you? Why...Father...
[Voice; Japanese]
...Kazuki, could you...come help me? I'm cold...
(( ooc: Tir saw his father, Teo, as a result of the event. Tir had killed Teo with the Souleater Rune during the war, and his tremendous guilt over this was one of the major shifting points of his character in the game. That was when he decided he would distance himself from others in fear of destroying them. So yeah, he's a bit out of sorts. Also, he's slowly turning into a Tir-sicle outside Latimir in one of the alleyways ))
NO! IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE! YOU KILLED HIM AND HE'S NEVER COMING BACK! YOU DESTROYED HIM AND EVERYTHING HE STOOD FOR!
Why...why did it have to be you? Why...Father...
[Voice; Japanese]
...Kazuki, could you...come help me? I'm cold...
(( ooc: Tir saw his father, Teo, as a result of the event. Tir had killed Teo with the Souleater Rune during the war, and his tremendous guilt over this was one of the major shifting points of his character in the game. That was when he decided he would distance himself from others in fear of destroying them. So yeah, he's a bit out of sorts. Also, he's slowly turning into a Tir-sicle outside Latimir in one of the alleyways ))
Seventh Star [accidental voice; English]
Nov. 24th, 2008 05:01 pm...Not a bite at all. Not since the lake came back...damnit.
Are there really no fish? In all this water?
...-heavy, forlorn sigh-
That can't be...that's just cruel
Are there really no fish? In all this water?
...-heavy, forlorn sigh-
That can't be...that's just cruel
Fourth Star [Voice: English]
Nov. 10th, 2008 11:30 pm...it doesn't make sense.
Death doesn't make sense here. What kind of...
My head hurts...the dead return, but...the missing do not...
-a pause...and an odd noise-
Shut up, I'm not talking to you. Laugh all you want
Death doesn't make sense here. What kind of...
My head hurts...the dead return, but...the missing do not...
-a pause...and an odd noise-
Shut up, I'm not talking to you. Laugh all you want
I find myself wondering if this could possibly be a vision of Soul Eater... It was something Leknaat told me of once. That the Runes themselves can show visions of or even grant passage to other realities. Her own Rune governed part of that delicate balance...
So have you sent me here, Soul Eater? Is this your way of testing me once more? It's a funny way of showing it...taking me away from Gremio like that. I can't access your spells, either... Though I'd call that a blessing.
And yet I can still feel you and hear you... Just what is the meaning here? Is it you or some other sorcery that has brought me to this place?
And yet...I took to leading once more. It was a role I tried to avoid before, but it seems destiny had other things in mind...
Destiny would also have me abandon others...Sir Ky...I can't...
So have you sent me here, Soul Eater? Is this your way of testing me once more? It's a funny way of showing it...taking me away from Gremio like that. I can't access your spells, either... Though I'd call that a blessing.
And yet I can still feel you and hear you... Just what is the meaning here? Is it you or some other sorcery that has brought me to this place?
And yet...I took to leading once more. It was a role I tried to avoid before, but it seems destiny had other things in mind...
Destiny would also have me abandon others...Sir Ky...I can't...
