heavenfang: (emoest Tenkai ever)
Tir McDohl ([personal profile] heavenfang) wrote2009-10-21 11:44 am

Fifty Ninth Star

...

I guess this is how she felt... when I just up and left her. It's a little poetic, isn't it? When I needed her most, she wasn't there. It feels cruel, but... I did the same thing to her. I couldn't except the burden because of my fate. I didn't want to cause her pain or misery. But maybe... maybe I just made things worse. But she seemed happy in spite of it all. Then again, given who she was... maybe she had to.

...

Kazuki... no, nevermind. I can't do that anymore. I can't...

...

I can't pretend I'm happy anymore. I can't pretend that this place isn't getting to me. Gremio's death, Kasumi's disappearance, Kazuki's... It's too much, I...

I'm going to be going. I don't know when I'll be back. I'll take some supplies with me. But I need to get my head back together. Maybe some time away from this place will help... I...

Stay strong, Discedo. Even if I falter...


[[ I'm putting Tir on both an IC and OOC hiatus until I can figure out what the hell I'm going with him anymore. This could last awhile. That being said, there will be very few responses to this post, so if you have something to say, you'd better say it now. ]]

[identity profile] princessofmoe.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 04:55 pm (UTC)(link)
...Tir.

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[identity profile] mercifulsmile.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 04:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't give up. We'll try together.

[identity profile] musical-wings.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 04:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Mr Tir...do not give up hope.

[identity profile] nomnomguts.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, Tir...

Good luck, in finding yourself once again. But I have no doubts-- you are a strong person, after all~
Edited 2009-10-21 17:27 (UTC)
tenei_star: (concerned)

[personal profile] tenei_star 2009-10-21 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Young Master....

[identity profile] najawantsgold.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)

[identity profile] ilpresto.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Tir... [He feels pain at no longer being able to support this person, worse than the pain of the loneliness he's already feeling.]

I believe in you, Tir. I'll never stop believing in you.

[identity profile] beatsupboys.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 07:37 pm (UTC)(link)
... Don't get hurt.

[identity profile] 2cool4europe.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
...

[identity profile] tenkai-shield.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry man...

[identity profile] lilredsorceress.livejournal.com 2009-10-21 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Tir? Y-you're leaving?

[identity profile] highland-style.livejournal.com 2009-10-22 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
Farewell, Lord Tir...

[identity profile] rex-britanniae.livejournal.com 2009-10-22 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
It is no weakness to waver sometimes, Tir. It is proof of one's humanity.

[identity profile] whatthefactor.livejournal.com 2009-10-22 08:20 am (UTC)(link)
Your words are worthless. You are of zero significance to the city's function.
Edited 2009-10-22 08:20 (UTC)