Twelfth Star [Should be private, but Tir is a tard]

[heavenfang]

...did he really admit what I think he did? I mean, he was sick, so it could just be skewed because of that, but...

He said he liked how I look with the bandanna off and my long hair...like the same way Kasumi did, but he actually SAID it to me. He had the boldness to do that...

Does that mean he...likes me? The same way Kasumi did?

This is so confusing...I don't know what to do or how to feel. I've never been through anything like this before. I mean, I know there are guys out there who...like other guys like that but...I'm not one of them. At least I don't think I am. And I never would have guessed he was.

My head hurts...

AND YOU CAN SHUT UP RIGHT NOW!

((that last part was directed at his Rune, which is taunting him in his mind right now))

Comments

[purgatory-maren.livejournal.com]

Hey, Tir.. Something on your mind?

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

...you can say that again.

[Private just for you bb]

[purgatory-maren.livejournal.com]

So uh.. Sounds a little bit like somebody likes you? Seems to be making you unsettled more than anything.. Do you think it's wrong?

[Private]

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

Well, I don't KNOW if he does or doesn't. I honestly haven't got a clue.

And, well...I mean, I've HEARD of men with men, but it's pretty much non-existent in my world for the most part.

[Private]

[purgatory-maren.livejournal.com]

Well.. it is a strange, intimate kind of compliment but it's true that it doesn't necessarily mean he likes you.

Is it ever really non-existent? Usually when people think that it means they have to live in hiding, because.. well it just happens sometimes. But I don't know your world.. is it against the law?

[Private]

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

No, it just simply...isn't natural. Man and Woman are what drive society by keeping civilization moving.

[Private]

[purgatory-maren.livejournal.com]

I understand from a technical standpoint I guess, but I wouldn't say it's "unnatural", considering there's more evidence to support that it is, than isn't. Even in animals. But, that's a whole other issue- What I mean to say is, there's nothing really wrong with it..

[Private]

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

...this is just hurting my head.

[Private]

[purgatory-maren.livejournal.com]

Sorry! I didn't mean to confuse you, but the short of it is, I think there isn't really anything wrong with it, like I said.

I didn't mean to tray off the subject though- What is it that you feel about this person? Everything really depends on that..

[Private]

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

...are you certain this is private?

[Private]

[purgatory-maren.livejournal.com]

Yes. Do you not know how to do that? I can teach you, next time I can see you.

[Private]

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

That would be nice...

As far as Kazuki is concerned well...if he were a girl, he'd be the sort I'm attracted to.