Twelfth Star [Should be private, but Tir is a tard]

[heavenfang]

...did he really admit what I think he did? I mean, he was sick, so it could just be skewed because of that, but...

He said he liked how I look with the bandanna off and my long hair...like the same way Kasumi did, but he actually SAID it to me. He had the boldness to do that...

Does that mean he...likes me? The same way Kasumi did?

This is so confusing...I don't know what to do or how to feel. I've never been through anything like this before. I mean, I know there are guys out there who...like other guys like that but...I'm not one of them. At least I don't think I am. And I never would have guessed he was.

My head hurts...

AND YOU CAN SHUT UP RIGHT NOW!

((that last part was directed at his Rune, which is taunting him in his mind right now))

Comments

HI TIR HI TIR HI HI H *shot*

[rghthandneoborg.livejournal.com]

Touchy, aren't we?

OH NO! RAAAAAWSHUNS!

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

...Who are you and how did you read this?

COME BACK! LET ME LOVE YOU THE RUSSIAN WAAAY!

[rghthandneoborg.livejournal.com]

Aren't you supposed to give your name first when you ask someone theirs?

Heh, hard to miss when it was glaring out like the sun.

DOES THAT INCLUDE BEARS?

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

Still! You didn't have permission to read it! That was personal!

BUT WHY DO WE NEED VICTOR? D: or was it Viktor? I forget. ^q^

[rghthandneoborg.livejournal.com]

Then you should have taken better care in hiding it. Luckily for you I really have no interest in the context of your journal. I'm just more amused by how riled up you seem.

[pluschecker.livejournal.com]

Maybe.. your friend likes the kind of person you are?

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

I...don't think I understand.

[pluschecker.livejournal.com]

Not um, just that you're a boy, I mean.

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

I mean...I understand that much just...I don't see how one can so easily see past the gender. Traditionally it's always been man and woman.

[pluschecker.livejournal.com]

I know. Where I come from, it's not considered right to.. be with the same gender. But sometimes you can't help it..

[nummeh-souls.livejournal.com]

Uh... Tir?

We can still hear it. Everything.

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

So I've been told...bother.

[nummeh-souls.livejournal.com]

Well, uh... It could've been worse. Like what happened a few days ago.

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

Soul...I don't know what to do...

[purgatory-maren.livejournal.com]

Hey, Tir.. Something on your mind?

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

...you can say that again.

[Private just for you bb]

[purgatory-maren.livejournal.com]

So uh.. Sounds a little bit like somebody likes you? Seems to be making you unsettled more than anything.. Do you think it's wrong?

[Private]

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

Well, I don't KNOW if he does or doesn't. I honestly haven't got a clue.

And, well...I mean, I've HEARD of men with men, but it's pretty much non-existent in my world for the most part.

[voice]

[ilpresto.livejournal.com]

I, uh...

I can... I can see all of that.

[His tone is hesitant, it's unlike him]

[voice]

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

...I'm sorry...

[voice]

[ilpresto.livejournal.com]

No, it's okay.

I sort of, I feel the same way. The part about being confused, I mean.

[voice]

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

...what's going to happen to our friendship?

[Private to Tir]

[the-blueblur.livejournal.com]

Don't worry about it, buddy.

Sometimes things just go the way they go- The question is, do you like him the same way? If so, then there's no problem. Just do what you think is right. I mean, I keep outta love stuff 'cause I don't even know how to handle it... I'm sure there are better experts out there than me.

As for the shutting up...? I have no idea, eheh.

[Private to Sonic]

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

I've...gotten a lot of good advice, and, well...I've decided I'll never know the real answer until I try.

Don't worry about the shut up part.

[Private to Tir]

[the-blueblur.livejournal.com]

Good luck, Tir!