heavenfang | Twelfth Star [Should be private, but Tir is a tard]

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Twelfth Star [Should be private, but Tir is a tard]

...did he really admit what I think he did? I mean, he was sick, so it could just be skewed because of that, but...

He said he liked how I look with the bandanna off and my long hair...like the same way Kasumi did, but he actually SAID it to me. He had the boldness to do that...

Does that mean he...likes me? The same way Kasumi did?

This is so confusing...I don't know what to do or how to feel. I've never been through anything like this before. I mean, I know there are guys out there who...like other guys like that but...I'm not one of them. At least I don't think I am. And I never would have guessed he was.

My head hurts...

AND YOU CAN SHUT UP RIGHT NOW!

((that last part was directed at his Rune, which is taunting him in his mind right now))

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He squirmed a little, feeling suddenly antsy and energetic as Tir kissed him. Kazuki wanted to reciprocate somehow, but he was unsure as to how he should go about it. His fingers twitched around his mug, he needed to put it down.

One hand moves to remove his bandanna while another takes the mug from Kazuki's hands. He needed to make room for what he did next...straddling Kazuki and taking a seat right in his lap. He didn't feel like leaving, after all, or breaking the kiss.

Kazuki made a muffled yelp of surprise against Tir's lips as he moved in, closer than he'd ever really been with a person before. But even with his hands free, he didn't push him away, instead, his arms naturally snaked around Tir's lower back to keep him where he was.

He wasn't sure if he was doing this kiss thing correctly either, but he was giving it his best shot.

Tir had been winging it this entire time, but his body seemed to know what it wanted. And just being there...held by Kazuki in embrace...that felt better than anything he could think of. It wasn't long though, before he had to break this kiss just to breath.

"...wow," he said, a slight pant in his voice.

"Yeah..." Kazuki agreed breathlessly, licking his lips, taking the moment in. Just two months ago, if someone had told him that he would be kissing a guy, he would have looked at them funny and asked them to repeat themselves. But now...

Tentatively, he moved one hand up to stoke the side of Tir's cheek, and then tangle into his hair. He really did like his hair, black was actually a rarer color where he came from.

Tir let out a pleased sigh, leaning his head to Kazuki's touch. This was all so new, exciting, and wonderful to him. He'd really fallen in love...and it was amazing. It wasn't long before he craved that kiss once more, and just like that their lips were together again, taking in the heat of the moment.

"Mmmmhn," he moaned quietly into the kiss, stomach muscles tightening and forcing out his breath. Kazuki put his hand behind Tir's neck, and with both pulled him closer still... He wasn't thinking that he might come off as forceful or needy, he trusted the other enough to warm him if something was wrong.

In the back of his head there was a worrying thought, that being like this wasn't like him, that he was supposed to be gentle... But it felt so good.

Tir gasped slightly from the clenching, their bodies now flush together as they could be given the seating position. Even in the cold room, their heat was very much noticeable and Tir feared losing himself...and yet at the same time reveled in it. He was happy, excited, and in an odd manner hungry all at once. The kiss deepened still...

Two boys, not even twenty yet, hardly a kiss's experience between them...

Not to mention Kazuki was kind of sensitive to this sort of thing, and admittedly easily excitable.

It was bound to happen eventually.

His kiss slowed down rather abruptly, and his eyes went wide with mortification. He had to pull away. "I, um," he stammered, his attention starting to flit in random directions, anywhere but down, "I uh, I think..."

Oh sweet Lord, have mercy, don't make him say it.

Tir was a bit dissapointed, oddly, but he didn't let that stop him from paying absolute attention to Kazuki's apparent concern. Though he was a a bit confused at first...what was he taking about?

"What's wrong?" he asked in a whisper.

...And then he felt it.

"Oh...OH!"

"Y-yeah," he practically squeaked, shimmying backwards desperately, anything to get at least a little bit further away, "I think, maybe... we should take a break?"

Well if anything, this further proved the attraction, right?

"R-right, we probably shou-" Tir started...and then he noticed as Kazuki moved back that he too had a reason to be mortified. In such loose trousers as he wore, he hadn't noticed until the shifting on Kazuki's lap that it was there at all, but once he became aware of it...

He could hardly look Kazuki in the eye, and his face was the same shade of red as his tunic. He was glad for the length of his hair at the moment...the bangs did a wonderful job of hiding his face.

Kazuki waited for the rest of that sentence. When it never came, he realized Tir was having the same problem. He felt a little better about the situation, and little... Self satisfied? But also bad for his partner, for obvious reasons.

"If you could-- ah!" he gasped, and then winced, "If you could move-- uhnn, owww... These, these jeans are really tight!"

Tir was quick to hop off of Kazuki's laps, bending over in an awkward way to keep his own...erm...arousal from being too apparent. Such a humiliating thing to have. It wasn't as if he'd never had one before, but this was...and he'd never had one with a man before! It certainly proved the point, though...

"Do you...need help?"

"Wha-" no, no, there was no way Tir could have meant it that way, don't even let yourself think like that, "Ah, no, just, um... If I could have a couple of minutes..."

He got up sort of stiffly, and made his way to the bathroom, damn tight jeans weren't helping things at all... There was a distinct amount of exasperated relief in his sigh as he closed the door behind him. What an ordeal.

"Do you, uh....need me to get anything for you?" Tir asked from behind the closed door, a bit relieved that he didn't have to stand at an angle anymore, now that Kazuki couldn't see.

"No!" Kazuki yelped, jumping a foot in the air at the sound of Tir's voice. "Just, uh, a little space, please?"

Hard to do properly when you knew someone was right outside the door...

"R-right! Of course!" Tir responded quickly, still blushing profusely. Kazuki was right...maybe he should retreat to his room for now.

...But he decided to take a seat just outside the door instead. He was silent about it, though, not wanting to bother Kazuki...and remained completely unaware of what exactly Kazuki was doing.

He listened for a moment, until he was sure that Tir was somewhere else, before moving to the sink to wet his hands. Water wasn't the best choice, but there wasn't really anything else available here...

From outside the door, there was the sound of a fly being unzipped, and some rustling of clothes. It was otherwise fairly quiet... until a sound like a palm hitting stone... and later, a choked-back moan...

Tir wasn't certain what to think of those noises. But they certainly didn't sound good. Maybe Kazuki needed help? He had to ask...and apologize for breaking his privacy later.

"Are you sure you're alright?"

Kazuki nearly jumped out of his pants at being addressed. He was beginning to assess that this relationship was going to to be terrible for his health.

"I-I'm fine!" he called, trying to finish what he started, "Just- A-Aaahnn- Please don't come in!"

"Don't be stubborn, you sound like you're hurt," Tir said, his concern outweighing his need to give Kazuki the space he requested. He'd apologize later, right now it sounded like he was needed.

He lifted himself from the floor and was immediately at the bathroom door, opening it and looking for Kazuki to check if he was all right and--

"OH GOODNESS!"

Seriously Tir, you're usually so logical, what the heck happened?

"No, I'm not, don--" he couldn't even finish his sentence, the poor kid.

Kazuki practically screamed.

"Get out!" he yelled, turning away to at least attempt to hide what was going on (and failing pretty badly, due to wall-length mirrors) "getoutgetoutgetOUT!"

Tir's logic suggest that when someone sounds hurt, you go to help them. This, however, has led him into something of a pickle...

"UM! YES! OF COURSE!" Tir exclaimed, fumbling to make his exit and yet...couldn't quite pull his eyes away. Such grace unmade a lifetime of martial arts training, and he found himself falling onto his face as he attempted to make his way out.

I reject this Tir logic: how could Kazuki have possibly hurt himself in a six-step walk to the bathroom that he himself witnessed? Use your head, Tenkai.

Kazuki, however, was trying his absolute best to discover powers of invisibility that he had previously never been aware of, or perhaps convince the floor below him to swallow him up whole.

The world had a funny way of not doing that when you wanted it to, though.

Twelfth Star [Should be private, but Tir is a tard]

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[comment log] lol stiffly

[comment log] yes sir, I am aware of my own wordplay

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[comment log] that icon never fails to slay me

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