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Fifty Ninth Star
Oct. 21st, 2009 11:44 am...
I guess this is how she felt... when I just up and left her. It's a little poetic, isn't it? When I needed her most, she wasn't there. It feels cruel, but... I did the same thing to her. I couldn't except the burden because of my fate. I didn't want to cause her pain or misery. But maybe... maybe I just made things worse. But she seemed happy in spite of it all. Then again, given who she was... maybe she had to.
...
Kazuki... no, nevermind. I can't do that anymore. I can't...
...
I can't pretend I'm happy anymore. I can't pretend that this place isn't getting to me. Gremio's death, Kasumi's disappearance, Kazuki's... It's too much, I...
I'm going to be going. I don't know when I'll be back. I'll take some supplies with me. But I need to get my head back together. Maybe some time away from this place will help... I...
Stay strong, Discedo. Even if I falter...
[[ I'm putting Tir on both an IC and OOC hiatus until I can figure out what the hell I'm going with him anymore. This could last awhile. That being said, there will be very few responses to this post, so if you have something to say, you'd better say it now. ]]
I guess this is how she felt... when I just up and left her. It's a little poetic, isn't it? When I needed her most, she wasn't there. It feels cruel, but... I did the same thing to her. I couldn't except the burden because of my fate. I didn't want to cause her pain or misery. But maybe... maybe I just made things worse. But she seemed happy in spite of it all. Then again, given who she was... maybe she had to.
...
Kazuki... no, nevermind. I can't do that anymore. I can't...
...
I can't pretend I'm happy anymore. I can't pretend that this place isn't getting to me. Gremio's death, Kasumi's disappearance, Kazuki's... It's too much, I...
I'm going to be going. I don't know when I'll be back. I'll take some supplies with me. But I need to get my head back together. Maybe some time away from this place will help... I...
Stay strong, Discedo. Even if I falter...
[[ I'm putting Tir on both an IC and OOC hiatus until I can figure out what the hell I'm going with him anymore. This could last awhile. That being said, there will be very few responses to this post, so if you have something to say, you'd better say it now. ]]
